finally, as promised, here are photos of teatea's collar, which i have worn every day since she physically left my life. I can't tell you how much comfort it brings, knowing that she wore this every day of her physical life here and now it's my turn...I wear it to be where she was (inside the collar!) and to remind me that she's always with me, whether she's gone from this physical world or not....but sometimes it seems that us humans need a physical reminder...and I'm so very lucky to have one. My heart still aches if I let it, but these days I try to let it settle on the memories and not on the pain. Tough work, but it makes me strong. I miss her.
